Wednesday, December 8, 2010


I've been told by many people now to look for Noah in rainbows. I've yet to see one myself - not an actual rainbow in the sky. I've seen the rainbow that a crystal makes or rainbow colored items. My friends have seen rainbows in AZ and Mexico....but today I FINALLY saw my rainbow. It was the coolest thing because it was so unexpected. It was a rainbow at 7am while the sun was rising in the middle of winter. It looked like it was coming out of the ground. It was amazing. I started smiling just thinking of my little peanut beyond that rainbow. I love you baby and miss you more and more everyday. 
It's kind of hard to tell in the photo I took on my cell phone while driving on the highway...but you get the idea. 


  1. Noah is giving you a permission to smile! =)

    Sylwia Wollenberg

  2. jenna,
    i'm so sorry for the loss of your precious Noah. thank you for taking the time out to read my blog and Julius' story. you are right, this is the worst pain in the world, and no one should have to endure it. know that i am here for you if you should ever need to talk or vent. my email is on my blog. feel free to email whenever you want. and hopefully we can get through this together. ((hugs))
    sending you lots of love now and always. and i will definitely be thinking of Noah on sun along with Julius. i have his name down on my list